Fruit

My close friends won't quit as long as they can draw breath. Me? I've got a different problem. I feel I live in a world made of cardboard and always taken constant care not to break something, too break someone. Never allowing myself to lose control, even for a moment.. for someone can seriously be hurt. I want to find something or someone that can take it. I want to find a rare opportunity for me to cut loose and show everyone just how powerful I really am.

Only Filipino in California.....Avenue ( I think???)

Back in Windsor & with a proper mohawk =)

Just finished first stage of setting up my room. Meaning, clothes in the drawers, hanging up clothes in the closet then the rest on the floor =P

When we arrived and saw familiar structures and scenery it felt that I wasn't even gone. Last time I was here was in late August of 2008. Feels really good to be back.

We left around at 8am and got here around 12, saw the house and met one of my housemates. Found out we have a 7 month old cat by the name of Junior (but we don't call it that).

My room was like my room in my old house. A big ass crawlspace (storage place), open closet and one drawer. I thought the guy who I talked to about the room said that it was all furnished, but I guess not. So then we left all our stuff here, ate at Tim Horton's for lunch then went to Zellers to find a desk & airbed. When we got there it was packed, clearance sale & back to school. Saw a computer desk for $20 so we decided to pick it up. Found the airbed and compared the size, durability and price. We weren't satisfied so we decided to go to Canadian. As I approached the cashiers desk, memories of first year came back (msg me to find out)

Came back to the house, cleaned everything up (whole house, mom is awesome ^-^). Then built the desk and soon after they left.

......... didn't really do anything that day except stay in the house and just "organize"

Reliability

The ability to be reliable.

O the rarity these days.

I guess out of all the qualities she possessed, her communication and reliability were the sexiest....along with her physical qualities and attributes. That's what I missed the most and I'd be lying if I wasn't looking for those exact qualities all this time.

There's a clear difference between looking for a replacement/substitute to looking for similar qualities. I'm not a principal looking for a substitute... looking for a long term commitment to the faculty =)

But the twist of it all, I've met individuals with almost the same qualities and characteristics but when you're ready to be committed they don't trust you & when you don't see them being your gf.. they trust you. hahaha

Just don't call it a comeback

Just like the title says, I've had 6 months to think about it. Continue with my degree in UofW or choose an alternative route. But I followed my heart and all of it's ambiguity... as corny as that sounds. But hey! Some of the best things in life can be corny as can be

Couple of days till I can unleash. Enough said.

....... luckily I'm good at putting up a facade but I'm a man of my word. Manipulation & deceit is what I despise.